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I am. 

Another one of those self evaluation days. 

I can’t get too attached. I just can’t. I choose not to. 

I probably have trust issues. — probably. 

Life’s traumatic experiences must have been the cause. 

Abused, I was. 

Unrecovered Broken Heart, one too many times. 

Once a fighter, suddenly just stopped fighting. 

Once a risk taker, suddenly just stopped taking risks.

Once cared too much, have grown to care less. 

I can’t say if that’s a good or a bad thing. 

I don’t wanna go back to the nights I cried til there were no more tears to cry. 

I chose change. 

I wish I could let you back in my life. 

I wish it was that easy. 

More than anything, I want things to be okay. 

But.

Sorry. I tried. 

I still am trying.