July 2010
2 posts
abotz; creative outlet →
pls. add my other tumblr account =)
k,thnks.
Allow yourself time.
Time to rest.
Time to cry it all out.
Time to do absolutely nothing at all.
Your body and mind would appreciate a time off.
June 2010
5 posts
tumblr, my depression's BFF.
I haven’t been for soo long.
Or I have just been ignoring.
Work was my getaway.
Kept my mind off things.
my distraction.
I’ve come to the point of exhaustion.
I’m tired.
I don’t know how far I can push myself anymore.
I’ve been so good at hiding.
You never had to see me cry.
I dislike weakness.
But it is what I am right now.
Carrying the belly...
The Art of Letting go. . . .
“What am I s’ppose to do when the best part of me was always you…”
Or so I thought.
That’s what I always thought.
I always thought I was a piece of crap.
Nothing better without you.
Or you just made me feel like I always needed to be better.
I always needed to compromise to be worth your time.
Here’s what I learned not having you.
I’m...
“As much as you know that it’ll all be worth it in the end, it’s incredibly frustrating knowing that the things you are able to do are so limited.”
yes, frustrated i am.
xoxo, the workaholic mommy
A relationship fail..
I am.
Another one of those self evaluation days.
I can’t get too attached. I just can’t. I choose not to.
I probably have trust issues. — probably.
Life’s traumatic experiences must have been the cause.
Abused, I was.
Unrecovered Broken Heart, one too many times.
Once a fighter, suddenly just stopped fighting.
Once a risk taker, suddenly just stopped taking...
“Fight, only if you think it’s worth fighting for.Lose a battle that’s not worth your time.Learn to let go of things you can’t control.Give your wounds time to heal,Allow yourself to be happy.Enjoy the little things in life.But never forget to dream big.Take steps to reach goals. accept that failure’s a part of success.yes, life is short, but never too short to rush...
May 2010
2 posts
Time.
“I don’t need a lot of things, I can get by with nothing.”
I’m proud to be raised by my parents appreciating and being happy with what I have. My Dad would always say that all these material stuff will come to past. Enjoy the important things in life. As much as we love receiving presents, I would remember that Time with the Family would always be the best present. With...
April 2010
1 post
all or nothing.
Thanks to you, I’ve learned my worth.
I’ve learned to not settle.
I’ve learned that I am better.
Better, without you.
I can’t take what’s not mine to have.
If love was to compromise.
or at least, learn.
Then maybe, love, we’ve lost.
Tell me how the story ends,
or if it ever will.
I’m tired of waiting.
January 2010
1 post
the end.
i now believe that wearing black in a wedding is extremely bad luck.
i used to believe that love can surpass anything.
i was a hopeless romantic.
i would fight for love.
love was were i found my strength.
i wouldn’t mind sacrificing anything for love.
but love has crushed me down.
to the point where there’s no more left to give.
nothing more left to fight for.
maybe this time...
December 2009
3 posts
finding reasons...
what if it’s not worth it anymore?
“If the feeling is...”
November 2009
2 posts
waiting for bebegirl =)
3rd month fail.
we wait some more.
God has his perfect time.
February 2009
1 post
happiness, i found you!
or you found me?
I don’t ever want to let you go.
January 2009
3 posts
happiness, love...
where art thou?
i need you to save me right now.
distance
so close, yet so far…
even farther when we were in distance.
right beside me, but so out of reach…
why are we slowly shutting each other out?
adjusting to married life
Today, he scratched his ass right in front of my face while sleeping….
what more should i get used to?
October 2008
1 post
the over protective husband.
OP.
this is what i used to call my parents.
Now that I’m old enough, I still havent gotten away from OP-ness.
I got married. (which basically means that I have chosen to live the rest of my life OP-ed.)
September 2008
2 posts
The impact of Strangers in one's life.
A smile, a simple “hello” can go a long way. So they say. Working graveyards could be the shittiest out of the shittiest jobs you can image, and sometimes I could say that literally. What I do like about it is that I get to spend breaks getting to know people… strangers, if you may call them. and it does go a long way. It’s my only way of socializing. My break time....
it lives in my imagination
sometimes i wonder if the life i have… lives only in my imagination.
because in reality, it feels as if i’m not living my life at all.
August 2008
9 posts
beautiful days with you
can’t blame me for daydreaming about my life with him.
it’s so near and i can’t say how ubberly happy i am that we’ll be a complete family soon. it’s like that last piece of puzzle. after a whole bunch of pieces put together, you just can’t wait to put the last one.
I’ve never felt so complete.
& I just know, we’ll have beautifull days...
fighting tears
my brother left.
i was fighting my tears.
din’t wanna cry cuz it might make him cry but i did anyways.
so did my parents.
i miss him already.
-we’ve been very close and we do a bunch of things together.
-we dye our hair or more like i dye his hair.
-we take pictures to post on facebook
-we take breaks at the backyard (he doesnt smoke, he just comes with me to entertain...
Costumers are NOT always Right.
fuck people who bitch at you and think they’re right……. especially at 5am in the morning.
HAppy WIfey ^_^
who knows what he’s up to. he’s been calling me almost everyday.. which he never used to do. && take note, without me having to tell him to CALLME. he TXTs me without me TXTING HIM FIRST. whatever the reason is,… im freakin <3in it. hehe it makes my heart jump, my panties drop and my day go smooothly well. I’M A HAPPPPPYYY WIFEYYYYYY =D)))))
......say it again
<3
GoodNight
first night in a long time i had a goodnight sleep… and it feels soooo superawesomelygood! =)
kilig*
he called. he txt’d. & he mssgd me in facebook….
i asked him why.
He said: “Lalang. misyu lang”
ayeeeee… *blush* (kilig) -i think i peed my pants. ^_^
to Y0ga or to HipHop Abs?
that is the question.
distance+love=
distance is one of the biggest challenge a relationship can have.. I, just want to get this challenge done and over with.